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is_it_over_yet_

 It’s no fun waking up exhausted. I am desperate for a satisfactory level of motivation. With the beacon of negativity I recently cut from my life, I should have freed up some space for it within my brain, body, heart and soul.
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Anonymous 20h

I think I’ve allowed myself to become so depleted that it’s still going to take some time to refill those reserves, and for the worry, stress and disdain to fully drain from my being. I can wait.

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Anonymous replying to -> is_it_over_yet_ 20h

I can summon patience, but can my work? Can my readers? Can my publisher? I guess time will tell. In the meantime, I will keep trying ny best. There’s no motivation like the fear of letting others down.

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Anonymous replying to -> is_it_over_yet_ 20h

My former roommate/best friend would probably say I let them down, but that’s only because they’re used to me holding them on a high pedestal.

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Anonymous replying to -> is_it_over_yet_ 20h

Even though I’ve personally removed them from that tall stoop, on their own high horse, they remain, tarnishing my character, actions and name. Worrying about their defamation against me is pointless though, because ever since my exit from their clutches, my world feels bigger and brighter. I know deeply that I did the right thing.

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