that_pagan_fool on Sidechat | I tried to care about her I really did. I tried to care that she was gone, tried to care that it was my fault because that’s what everyone told me. Except it wasn’t my fault. I watched her die, I was there, I didn’t have a choice. But I’d do it again.

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I tried to care about her I really did. I tried to care that she was gone, tried to care that it was my fault because that’s what everyone told me. Except it wasn’t my fault. I watched her die, I was there, I didn’t have a choice. But I’d do it again.

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I’d watch her die a thousand times, no matter what anyone told me. It isn’t what she asked for, but I couldn’t watch her suffer. Mom took it the worst, blamed me the most. But it wasn’t my fault, no matter what she told me. Nobody could have stopped it, nobody could have changed it. Nobody but God. But God hasn’t been with us for a long, long time. So it was up to me, and I would do it again.