Update: it went as poorly as it could! All of my fears came true. My fuck ass manager was in the meeting. They put me on a PIP. It was over an hour long. I ended up getting real and broke down at the end. Already applying to other jobs but fuck this man.
I have my 1on1 with my boss tomorrow and I just know my “manager” has been shit talking me to him and trying to get me fired. I’m so fucking nervous I’m going to get fired. But it would also be so much of a relief. I feel like I’m gonna throw up bro