
I totally get where you’re coming from however I left Christianity because I felt unheard and out of place. On the outside looking in and that I would never fit in with all their rules. Paganism and witchcraft helped me see that you can find a place to be accepted and loved. It saved my life more than once and I will gladly choose this in the next life. Your journey may not be the same as mine or anyone else’s but it’s still a beautiful and rewarding one. Keep going my friend, I believe in you
i relate to feeling out of place. everyone seemed soooo insanely connected to the christian god and everyone was so into the music and the speakers and i felt just deep down i truly was in the wrong place. i tried to force it but it just did not work for me. and absolutely yes fuck those rules which are just intended to control and subdue their women. i heard and to this day heard a LOT of bullshit disguised as following the word of god or protecting people. thanks for sharing your story!
No problem, even as a gay white male I didn’t feel as I belonged (just wanted to clarify that mb) but I also agree with you that majority of the Bible is used to chastise, bully, and force women into a life of servitude. It is not healthy at all and I saw those moments when people harped those specific rules and immediately saw red flags. I tried to follow the rules and gave my whole heart but it just wasn’t for me, and for what I can see from ur post and comments, it wasn’t for you either.