
When old people are ignorant to something AND want to be right so bad, theyāll literally believe whatever delusions they can come up with in their head because for some reason, it makes sense to them. Keep doing your thing, I donāt believe you would keep smoking if it was gradually making you worse!
My parents always complained that smoking weed lead to my mental health issues until I told them I used to stand in the mirror with a knife to my throat almost every night until my friend gave me his half empty cart and I was able to actually relax and calm down, I just didnāt tell them about it because I knew they wouldnāt give a fuck
This has me stuck in an infinite loop of not telling my parents about my mental health issues or p@orn addiction or weed addiction because they will 100% blame the weed for the other things when the other things started well before the weed, but itās been years so they wonāt believe that. Itās whatever, I pretend to be normal with them and discuss isssues with my friends and have slowly acknowledged and improved on said issues on my own
Whatās really ironic is that they enjoy my company more after Iāve had a little. Because Iām not in as much pain anymore, so Iām less irritable and more upbeat. They seem to think when Iām irritable is when Iāve had weed, which is not the case. Right now itās the only reason I am able to eat and function without living in my bathroom