
I find it hard to not use my pen everday. It’s only 1 high per day and I never take a ton and get blasted. Usually just before dinner or to wind down before bed. I want to not use it as much and use it as a celebratory thing only. I regret buying a pen and a bunch of carts on my 21st birthday as that’s what I did instead of the bar crawl (I dislike alcohol) My “excuses” are I’m autistic (diagnosed) and I suspect I’m undiagnosed ADHD as well.