
i lost my grandpa suddenly almost 7 years ago now, its ROUGH at first considering he was like a second father to me but i recommend you take some time for yourself, do things you love and enjoy like hitting ur pen lol, and after some time get a therapist to process the loss, dont get one right away bc you they cant really help with the shock. it will get better love, im so sorry for your loss ❤️ 🫂