
My own worst, most furious, violent impulses and desires will be tamped down, ignored, buried, chained up and caged because at the end of the day through my gnashing teeth and my clenched fist I truly do believe that everyone is inherently kind, and good, and social, and I want to build and nurture a society with that idea first.
I still want them housed, fed, clothed, and provided with education and medical care, even if I maybe want to beat the shit out of them more. At the end of the day they’re people, so above my personal feelings towards them I want them alive and taken care of. Even if I have to remind myself sometimes