
I’m not even religious or against abortion I just think that the mass of cells without a functioning brain in my mother all those years ago had the potential to be me, I don’t really see it as a, what is it now thing, just that it’s the potential for life, it was easier to hold true to that when I was a little kid who got told I almost got aborted because my parents were fighting. Less so now, but it literally made me an atheist so it’s hard to shake that potential for life part entirely.
Religion might have saved my existence, but it’s hard to hold true to that when thinking about not existing makes you curl up in a fetal position and cry so instead you think about being born as another person, and how unfair it would be to go to hell for being born somewhere without Christianity.