Everyone else ive ever tried to date made me feel like i was just their fetish. She never did in spite of what she did to me. Idk how to feel or what to do or what i want out of talking about this i never want to get close to anyone again

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sorry, what does "fingers in you until you bled" mean?

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i’m so sorry, i hope you get to have all those good things again in the future (even if it’s just you giving those things to yourself outside of a relationship) and that you heal from the assault as much as you can 💙

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Even if she did some good you still deserve better because rape is really fucking bad actually, you don’t deserve someone who respects your gender but not your consent, I’m sorry… I know what that’s like but the only thing you can do is prioritize yourself to the utmost

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