
Problem is very little will change and I’ll most likely come off as a tomboy. I’ll still only wear guy clothes, I don’t know how I feel about taking meds yet but so far I don’t think I would do it, and I’m not comfortable with any surgeries. I also don’t know if it is something I’m certain would make me feel better about my identity so it would be very hard to try to pretend it didn’t happen if I’m not okay with it after all
Like I feel like an in between of a girl and a guy but I would rather lean to one side and have aspects of the other side and I think transitioning would help me with that. Like it feels like more effort to come off as a guy than a girl but I still want aspects of both but just as a girl. I want to be fem without coming off as a gay/zesty guy