i think many of us do sometimes. i address it by thinking "why would i be doing any of this if i wasn't actually trans?" being trans is making my life materially worse, but mentally better. why would anyone without the mental incentive (being trans) be fine with the material losses (discrimination, costs, etc.)

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i feel that a lot and then i try to be cis for ten minutes and i feel like i need to pull my hair out

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Yeah I get that a lot. It’s tiring and I honestly have no solution for you. Just keep going we’re both struggling

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