
Idk, it’s kind of like. One of the things that got drilled into me as part of the abuse that there’s no point even trying, that I’m trying to unlearn while still being here and getting that every day. But I’m in a rural part of PA, big Amish population. The biggest city an hour away has a population of 90K. There’s one org but I’m disqualified from a lot of their programs bc I live a county over. There’s literally nothing here that wouldn’t still tank any income + student debt