Trans Talk on Sidechat | i'm so scared that i'm going to go to therapy and get medicated for other shit just to realize im not actually trans and it's just been some never ending psychosis for the last ~7 years

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Trans Talk 10w

i'm so scared that i'm going to go to therapy and get medicated for other shit just to realize im not actually trans and it's just been some never ending psychosis for the last ~7 years

#ftm#ftm19

Anonymous 10w

worth considering: 1) even if you are literally diagnosably psychotic, there are plenty of trans people Also living with psychosis-inducing mental illnesses who have pursued treatment, and doing so doesn’t alter their gender identity 2) even when transness has historically been psychiatrically pathologized via the lens of “transness = dysphoria = ‘gender identity disorder’”, studies consistently indicated that the most effective “treatment” for “dysphoric mental illness” was to transition

Anonymous 10w

This is also one of my biggest fears

Anonymous 10w

I’ve been dealing with same thing for past 7 years. Trying to figure out if I’m trans or not. You aren’t alone.

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Anonymous

#1 10w

But a part of me also feels like if my biggest fear is that im lying to myself that this desire is still somewhat real. To deny myself the opportunity to explore and understand myself better would be worse. Even if im wrong then i learned a lot about myself and my self expression in the process

Anonymous 10w

see like i pass as male or genderqueer depending on the crowd and it makes me happy; then, whenever i get she/her'd or girl'd by family or friends, it makes me extremely uncomfortable at best or feels genuinely painful at worst. rationally, i should be confident that im trans and that wont change, but im just so worried about it

Anonymous

#4 10w

Also, I am ok being called he/him by family even though I lean fem sometimes. I don’t have an anger for it. Or a sickness in my stomach.