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Good news: After years of work, I am recovering from my ED, eating consistent meals, and am no longer clinically underweight! 🎉🎉 Bad news: My boobs are bigger (ftm) and I have chest dysphoria for the first time in like 3 years :(
#stillproudofmyself#😌
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Anonymous 2w

Good news again: I used trans tape for the first time this week and really enjoyed the results, so I am binding safely and the benefits of actually feeding myself far outweigh the occasional dysphoria 💪 so suck it, ARFID💪💪

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Anonymous 2w

Do you have any advice? I’m starving to death, literally. I hate eating, I forget to, I don’t eat consistently, and I feel like even though Im going through the day looking like Im drugged it’s just a waste of time to eat.

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Anonymous 2w

Love this for you !!! Trans tape is so helpful & Nourishing your body is a beautiful thing

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Anonymous replying to -> #2 2w

1. Set timers on your phone to eat. Even if you’re not hungry, go and eat at this time. In the beginning of my recovery I had multiple timers one after the other to remind me to eat lunch, and even then sometimes my partner had to remind me to eat. 2. Take it one step at a time. I got very discouraged when I first started because I felt like if I wasn’t eating full meals/“real food,” I shouldn’t eat anything at all. But a snack is better than nothing. You can work your way up to full meals.

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Anonymous replying to -> OP 2w

Also, don’t be afraid to lean on your safe foods. I basically lived on granola bars for years. Now I’ve worked my way to full meals, but for a while I didn’t want to eat granola bars anymore because I felt like it was losing progress, so I just starved myself. But again: Something is better than nothing.

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Anonymous replying to -> OP 2w

Overall it’s very hard, it takes time and patience and a lot of will power, but you can get there. Over time it gets easier to listen to your body and just eat when you’re hungry, but at first you really have to sit down and force yourself to eat 3 meals a day. It was so stressful some days and I had a few relapses but I promise it’s worth it. It feels so much better to feed yourself. Good luck on your recovery, and remember you deserve to not be starving. You deserve to feel good and have energ

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Anonymous replying to -> #2 2w

Also in the beginning of my recovery I used an app to remind me to remind me to eat, it’s called RR: Eating Disorder Management if you want to check it out.

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