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for a while I identified as genderfluid but then I started thinking I’m actually a trans guy and “gender shifts” were imposters syndrome and so I started T, was happy about it, and now a year and half later I think I actually am gender fluid 😭😭 (cont)
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Anonymous 1w

And I just feel so fucking stupiddddd and am actually feeling dysphoric about being TOO masculine rn and am catastrohizing about permanent facial hair growth even though sometimes I AM a guy and I like it

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Anonymous 1w

I understand kinda. I’m so nervous about getting top surgery because of the fluidity of my gender. I know I NEED some form of it, but some days I’d rather have a radical reduction and others I want full top surgery. I know I’ll end up euphoric some days, and unhappy other days. I wish there was an easy answer.

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Anonymous replying to -> OP 1w

Anyway I just feel very stupid scared and alone and wanted to vent even if no one sees it </3

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Anonymous replying to -> #1 1w

Sorry if that came off as dumping on your post, I meant it more as an “I see you and you’re not alone”!

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Anonymous replying to -> #1 1w

No!!! It’s all good!! Yeah it’s tough kinda realizing like “oh literally no matter what I do/how I transition I’m still gonna get dysphoric a lot of the time”

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