beerzepub on Sidechat | I give people a pass for like 80% of the shit they did before realizing they’re trans because repression lowkey does send you into psychosis

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Trans Talk 1d

beerzepub

I give people a pass for like 80% of the shit they did before realizing they’re trans because repression lowkey does send you into psychosis

Anonymous 1d

when covid hit i "desisted" for like a year and a half (my mom didnt want me to be trans & that combined with not being around other ppl made me convinced i could just decide to be a butch lesbian and it would work) and i would spend all my time texting my ex bf inflammatory transphobic shit like "you biologically cant change your sex" just to get into arguments. to this day i have no idea what possessed me to do that

Anonymous 15h

Repression = depression, depression fucks with your sleep, memory, personality, etc, in so many different ways that people don’t realize, it’s like when you’re hangry and don’t realize how hungry and irritated you are until you eat, but x100

Anonymous 15m

I rlly was a possessed zombie before realizing I was trans, albeit I do think I nonetheless am responsible in the end for what I did

Anonymous

#1 1d

i retransed bc when we came out of isolation i was she/her'd in public (after having passed since i was like 10 before that) and i realized "wait the only reason i was okay with just being a masc girl was because i was literally not around anyone and thus didn't have to think about my social identity at all" & then i had to deprogram myself for like 4 years in order to stop having insane internalized transphobia 😭