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Trans Talk 7w

beerzepub

 I give people a pass for like 80% of the shit they did before realizing they’re trans because repression lowkey does send you into psychosis
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Anonymous 7w

when covid hit i "desisted" for like a year and a half (my mom didnt want me to be trans & that combined with not being around other ppl made me convinced i could just decide to be a butch lesbian and it would work) and i would spend all my time texting my ex bf inflammatory transphobic shit like "you biologically cant change your sex" just to get into arguments. to this day i have no idea what possessed me to do that

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Anonymous 7w

Repression = depression, depression fucks with your sleep, memory, personality, etc, in so many different ways that people don’t realize, it’s like when you’re hangry and don’t realize how hungry and irritated you are until you eat, but x100

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Anonymous 7w

I rlly was a possessed zombie before realizing I was trans, albeit I do think I nonetheless am responsible in the end for what I did

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Anonymous replying to -> #1 7w

i retransed bc when we came out of isolation i was she/her'd in public (after having passed since i was like 10 before that) and i realized "wait the only reason i was okay with just being a masc girl was because i was literally not around anyone and thus didn't have to think about my social identity at all" & then i had to deprogram myself for like 4 years in order to stop having insane internalized transphobia 😭

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Anonymous replying to -> #3 7w

I respect the responsibility! If people take that accountability, I think it’s good to acknowledge the circumstances before making it right and doing better going forward.

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Anonymous replying to -> beerzepub 7w

Yeah I mean, in the end my mistakes are mine and mine alone. I did awful shit and it’s my job to not go back to that person. There may have been circumstances leading me into making bad choices, and I acknowledge that those circumstances are a factor in my behavior, but in the end i choose to make said choices Idk, just my own viewpoint on the situation. I don’t like chalking up all my behavior to just circumstance. Because even in those circumstances, I made fucked up choices

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