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Trans Talk 11w
Despite being three years in, I still have creeping thoughts of faking it all. Even though I’d hate to stop and feel better than I ever did as a guy
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Anonymous 11w

I feel you lol (I get the same thing but im ftm), I think part of it is just a natural part of overcoming dysphoria. Like “I don’t feel terrible anymore, could I have just lived my life without transitioning and saved myself the trouble?” Because it’s been so long that I forgot about the anguish I felt before

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