not to be a downer but i cannot find a positive side to being transgender rn it just feels like an unnecessary layer of difficulty and suffering on my life 🙃
felt. i wish i could relate to people saying “i love being trans! I love my life” etc. If i felt i could survive still living as a woman, i would choose to remain cis every single time.
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Anonymous4w
i’d still rather die than detransition
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Anonymous4w
that’s how I feel, but it’s such a process if I ever decide to detransition — more surgeries, new wardrobe, name change again, having to hide the last few years of my life
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Anonymous#34w
i wouldn’t trade being myself for anything
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Anonymous#14w
it’s so brutal 😭 i rlly try to feel proud of what i am but i just can’t most of the time, it feels like a punishment
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Anonymous#24w
after a certain point we have to just keep moving forward. i’m too far in to stop now so i have no choice but to go all the way. it’s tough out here
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AnonymousOP4w
At the very least I get hope from seeing super masc trans men on my reels like leo macallan. It gives me something to look forward to, something that I know is possible at some point, just not now.