i have dysphoria, and can relate to some things, but i feel shut down cause i can pass naturally. i haven't come out and i feel bad about passing in front of trans friends who don't. i feel guilty about existing and taking myself for granted, and then im constantly scared of being in public, being closeted and passing at the same time (not stealth)

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i love myself. i'm euphoric a lot of the time, not just dysphoric. but it's so hard, too. and i'm a douchebag for saying my life is hard while passing.

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