Anonymous #1 2d

Authentically**

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Anonymous #1 2d

im trying but i honestly have no idea who i am. most of the time i dont feel like a real person, just someone pretending to be one

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Anonymous #2 2d

that im on e is definitely reassuring to me, but the fact that theres a sexual component to this stuff makes me incredibly uncomfortable and it sucks its just hard not to feel like im appropriating smth meant for other people

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Anonymous OP 2d

my thinking is that like, some cis women really enjoy wearing lingerie and taking stylized nsfw selfies and whatnot, right—getting to feel sexy, specifically As a woman, is part of both their sexuality & their relationship to gender. not all cis women of course, but many and so it makes sense that the same would be true of some trans women too! you deserve to experience that as unabashed self-love rather than something deviant, shameful or invalidating

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Anonymous #2 2d

im aware that a lot of women have sexuality as a part of their womanhood, but its a bit hard to get over it when you consider just how far i am from looking anything like a woman. the one time i tried on womans clothes i just looked like a crossdresser, and that combined with getting a sexual reaction made me want to tear my skin off

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Anonymous OP 2d

sorry, I know you know that, def not trying to talk down to you or anything. just wanna reaffirm for you that your womanhood doesn’t hinge on what you look like and isn’t at all negated by sexual feelings 🙏 but I realize that’s easy for me to say and Not easy to actually internalize when living in such a transmisogynistic culture. hopefully things get less difficult in that department over time once you’ve been on E longer

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Anonymous #2 2d

ty :)

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Anonymous OP 1d

bodies are weird, i feel like it’s natural to have a sexual reaction to being the person you want to be because it’s such an exciting “arousing” feeling, doesn’t mean it’s a fetish…i’m a trans guy and i have the same thing happen sometimes when i wear clothes i feel good in or lift a lot of weight at the gym…my body’s like wow i’m being myself time to bone!!! 💀

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Anonymous #4 1d

yeah, being trans means you want to be that gender during sex. it’s be more unusual (but not really wrong) to want to transition but still be seen as your AGAB in bed

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Anonymous #5 1d

wanting to be seen as a man/woman/smth else during sex can def feel like a fetish, but that’s mostly because it feels abnormal/nonstandard instead of actually being a fetish

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