
Gonna b graduating with my correct name but still no transition. Even tho im at a progressive school I can feel in the air im still just categorized with the rest of the girls despite presenting masc. ashamedly i just feel like a little boy in a world where everyone else seems to get more respect, and i try hard. Or i did. Been so burnt out. Just with everything. I just wish the world saw me for the man I am and didn’t question it constantly
Also lesser of an issue but went shopping with family for my birthday, and the amount of clothes I saw that I wish I could wear but know that I couldn’t brought me to tears. I wish my body was just correct already. (Not able to bind bc my old binder is way too small and can’t afford a new one)
I just wish I was one of the guys! But I’m not. I recall a time where I was standing on the train once around a bunch of other guys who weren’t able to get a seat. I was wearing similar clothes and had a backpack just like them. Sure I was a bit shorter But I just felt so different at a time where I should’ve felt the same I know this feeling will never truly go away