maybe, but you don't know until you've tried it. i tried packing with socks before i transitioned medically, and it felt right. an actual packer, one where i could feel the weight of it against my leg when i was lying down, felt euphoric. it was like something clicked into place. you underestimate how much self-affirmation can mean (which is a very early in transition thing to feel. i felt it too. it feels like you have to justify being a man. but you get a few years on, and it's not about

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