my cis, conventionally attractive friends love to tell me “there’s plenty of fish in the sea!” yeah maybe for you, but my dating pool is the size of a fucking puddle lmao

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i really try not to be nihilistic but i cant help it sometimes. i just feel so defeated. ive been in 3 relationships my whole life and none of them really saw me as a man. i was just some freak to them. i cant help but feel so out of place trying to talk to cis men now, like it’s only a matter of time before they realize what i really am and find me disgusting.

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it just hurts so bad it hurts so bad to know that no matter what i do, most of the world will see me like this. ppl are willing to fuck me but they don’t want to be seen in public with me. they don’t want to introduce me to their families. they don’t want to build a life with me. im just some freak that’s enough of a man to satisfy their bicuriousity but enough of a woman to convince themselves they’re not gay. i fucking hate it

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