Trans Talk on Sidechat | i’ve been on E for a while but i kinda want to get top surgery. anyone have experience with this? i was never a huge fan of the chest growth but i’m nervous about getting another surgery after my orchi (which i already regret)

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i’ve been on E for a while but i kinda want to get top surgery. anyone have experience with this? i was never a huge fan of the chest growth but i’m nervous about getting another surgery after my orchi (which i already regret)

Anonymous 5d

if it’s not too personal, what do you regret about the orchi? i’ve been on the fence about one for a while

Anonymous

#1 5d

I initially got it because I figured that it would alleviate my stress about testosterone coming back when I miss injections, and that’s what happened for a while. But now, I stress more about missing injections because of the risk of things like osteoporosis if you have no fallback sex hormone. I also worry a lot now because after my orchi, it feels as if I can never return to being the type of guy I was before if I change my mind.

Anonymous

OP 5d

It could just be because I have OCD, but these thoughts are pretty debilitating at times. I figure that since I don’t have my testes anymore, I’d have to take T to detransition if it ever came to it, which might lead to hypermasculinization which I didn’t have naturally. So, in effect, my orchi just replaced one fear/obsessive thought pattern with another, which is why I regret it (because it didn’t alleviate the stress, it just repositioned it).