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Trans Talk 1w
Bro I don’t even know who I am anymore. I’ve been on hrt mtf for 2 years and now i think i’m making a mistake. A big part of my soul is saying to detransition and then another part is saying to keep transitioning. I feel stuck and it feels like torture
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Anonymous 1w

you should list the reasons on why you’d want to continue and why you’d want to stop transitioning. do you feel like you’re not really trans or is it because of external reasons such as not being accepted or fears of passing.

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Anonymous 1w

It’s like I don’t even wanna do anything at all until I figure this out but idk😭

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Anonymous 1w

Can you lower your dose? Or just stop and see how you feel in a bit?

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Anonymous replying to -> OP 1w

And I’m just scared of continuing to take the hrt and then later say i want to detransition. I really don’t wanna permanent changes if I go back. I can’t believe this.

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Anonymous replying to -> #1 1w

I’ve thought about stopping the hrt but I’m scared to cold turkey it and not have any hormones in my body. I know it would be better to go to an endocrinologist but unfortunately I don’t have any money and it would be months to wait.

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Anonymous replying to -> OP 1w

planned parenthood might be faster and cheaper to check in with

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Anonymous replying to -> #2 1w

thank you sm i’ll check it out. i literally have no money at all so we’ll see if they can do it for free

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Anonymous replying to -> OP 1w

i cant make any garuntees, but its an idea

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Anonymous replying to -> #2 1w

Okay yeah well thank you anyways!!

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Anonymous replying to -> #3 1w

This is a great suggestion! Sitting through each of your thoughts and feelings, then deciding if they are both, internal and valid, or if they are external or even fears. There’s a LOT going on rn around us, even if it’s not happening “to” each of us specifically at a given moment. It’s a great way to ground yourself and everything that you’re trying to untangle.

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Anonymous replying to -> #3 1w

thank you i’m going to try this. and it’s so confusing because i think i’m trans and i’m not at the same time. there’s both internal and external reasons for each option so i feel stuck

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Anonymous replying to -> #4 1w

i appreciate your thoughts. i’ll definitely try this!!

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