
For me it got easier as i went along, things get better, your body starts feeling better and better over time, you build up good networks of other queer and trans people, you learn to avoid chasers and the places/situations they hang out in, this may not be your experience but for me, ~4 years into medical transition and ~6 years into social, im so so glad i kept going and never gave up. Its really rough out there, I hope you know that you’re loved and im rooting for you.