Trans Talk on Sidechat | Trying to find any relatability whatsoever or remember any feelings of dysphoria but finding nothing, and then feeling like I should just be a guy even though I’ve gotten so much euphoria makes me wanna tear my throat out

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Trans Talk 3w

Trying to find any relatability whatsoever or remember any feelings of dysphoria but finding nothing, and then feeling like I should just be a guy even though I’ve gotten so much euphoria makes me wanna tear my throat out

Anonymous 3w

Like I literally can’t remember my life or remember any moments. And I did like playing the role of masculine boy, in a way. I was proud of accomplishing and performing certain things but I never wished I was a girl. That didn’t happen until VERY recently. I don’t hate or really dislike my body, but I do get an empty feeling when I look in the mirror sometimes. It feels like no one relates and I hate living like this and unless someone who relates gives me permission I can’t do it.

Anonymous

OP 3w

It’s so infuriating because I guess I’ll just be a guy then!! And have people constantly think I’m a girl because I’m really feminine!! Yay…

Anonymous

OP 3w

that feeling of wanting to tear your throat out at the idea of living as a guy IS dysphoria. that empty feeling looking in the mirror is dysphoria. dysphoria comes in all shapes and sizes, but that being said, even if you don’t have dysphoria, that doesn’t mean that you can’t be trans or that your lack of dysphoria outweighs the euphoria that you do feel ❤️

Anonymous

OP 3w

What #1 said. Sometimes you dont even notice the dysphoria youre feeling because you're so used to it that you become numb to it. I mean the very fact that you wish you had more dysphoria to "prove" that youre trans... Means that youre definitely trans

Anonymous

#1 3w

Idk doesn’t everyone feel nothing when they look in the mirror though? Like idk it just takes away my emotion kinda