I think I feel similarly. I’ve never really wanted to be trans, or seen as trans. I just want to be as cis passing as possible, and at the same time, I’m so envious of those who are proud of who they are. It’s like part of me wishes I could be proud and happy that I’m trans, but all I really want is to just be cis, or as close as I can get. On top of it all, I feel a lot of shame for feeling this way

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i feel this as a transmasc nonbinary person. i don’t want my identity to be a big deal. i just wanna exist

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My bestie says I’m the most transphobic trans person she’s ever met, mainly because I do not like being seen as trans and I really do just want to pass as a cis woman. I have surgery next year and I never want to bring it up after that… clearly I have some issues lol but I don’t care about other trans people it’s just me being me

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