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On a semi-celibacy journey and it sucks because FUCK BRO, I was a pretty girl pulling 7 dudes a week and now I fucking, like, indoor climb and make art or whatever and just am not utilizing my beautifulness how I used to. healthiness comes at a cost ig.
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Anonymous 20h

before I saw the tag I totally thought this was gonna be a post about the “cute promiscuous* ‘girl’ -> vain yet functionally-celibate tboy” pipeline lol * (neutral connotation, slut-shaming is loser behavior)

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Anonymous 17h

For me it’s a complicated balance between “I want to feel attractive and wanted, and I want the experience of being young and feeling hot” and the “do I just want those things because of The Trauma and the impulse to retraumatize myself?”

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Anonymous replying to -> #1 14h

Nahhh I’m a trans girl so that’s def not the vibe. It’s more like the incompetent chopped incel to semi incompetent slutty t girl pipeline

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Anonymous replying to -> #2 14h

Yeah after being diagnosed w BPD and CPSTD I had to take a break from the being young and wild part

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Anonymous replying to -> OP 13h

You too, huh? 🤝😔

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Anonymous replying to -> #2 12h

Yeah, it’s not great lol, sad to know it’s not js me tho

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Anonymous replying to -> OP 12h

It also means you’re not alone in your pain though

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Anonymous replying to -> #2 11h

If you ever need someone to relate to, my dms are here :3

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Anonymous replying to -> OP 11h

Why thank you! Same goes to you

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