General on Sidechat | Sitting here chewing and spitting food again. $60 worth. I can’t take this anymore. It’s an addiction, I hate anorexia. This is consuming me every single day and idk how to stop

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General 1w

Sitting here chewing and spitting food again. $60 worth. I can’t take this anymore. It’s an addiction, I hate anorexia. This is consuming me every single day and idk how to stop

Anonymous 6d

I love y’all and my dms are open if yall need to talk ❤️

Anonymous 1w

I feel that. I was drunk and admitted to my bf that I had started doing that. He immediately told me I needed help. I know if the food is there that I will eat it. I can’t have the calories so I will literally take an entire packet or entire whatever and chew up every bit of it and spit it out just so I won’t eat it later. Individually splitting things up and freezing them does help some. Every time I drink I always throw it up because empty/unknown calories scare me

Anonymous 4d

It’s very cool that you guys can openly talk about this too, and that you WANT help. Thats the first step. You can do it.

Anonymous

#1 1w

I track everything in an app. I have my Starbucks order down to 90-150 calories. They didn’t have the syrup I ordered so they didn’t make it until I asked about my order. I knew just looking at it that it was a regular latte with the full calorie amount and not at all what I ordered. I nearly bawled my eyes out. It’s partially a control thing but I genuinely freak out when I have no idea what the calorie count of something is

Anonymous

#1 1w

I’m sorry ur going through this too, we don’t deserve any of this. We deserve to live like normal human beings, ugh. My bf broke up with me bc my laxative abuse and I feel so alone. I spit and chew probably $100 of stuff like a day that I steal from the store it’s getting so outta hand

Anonymous

#1 1w

No this is so real. I freak out as well. I used to count calories and then counting calories turned into counting my weight on the scale (like in ounces) and that number consumes me. I can’t eat more than 2 oz in a day or I go crazy. I even restrict water bc of it. I just want it to all go away and I’m sure u do to. I’m sorry we r suffering with this. STUPID disorder

Anonymous

OP 1w

I have the dieters tea, suppositories and all sorts of things. I abused them at one point but had to stop. I actually had a bit of a health scare twice now. It’s a little gory but because of the damage the constant suppositories and laxative read it caused damage an I had two instances of burst hemorrhoids. Each time I have this mind-numbing headache and then when it happens I lose enough blood that I’m dizzy. The last time was pretty bad. Any time I waited too long to pee or ate enough to feel-

Anonymous

#1 1w

Full my lower belly ached. Like excruciating pain. My weight fluctuates quite a bit due to several other health issues

Anonymous

#1 1w

That’s so scary. I feel that, I was hospitalized for severely low potassium and they told me I could’ve died. I take 20 senna plus pills a night and I can’t stop. I wish we could just be normal.

Anonymous

#3 4d

Who? I keep it a secret tho