I feel awful and nauseous pretty much every day. I am restless. I’m applying to grad schools and am thinking of taking a semester off in between. I missed the deadline for the top school I wanted to go to. I just can’t find the time to sleep even let alone find extra time to fill them out so it has taken longer. I can’t look at myself without being disgusted. I’ve been in a calorie deficit for a bit now and am losing weight but I don’t feel any better. I’ve been in this slump I can’t get out of

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