Anonymous #1 16w

not even!?! things taste exactly the same and I always feel like a balloon no matter the amount breh

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Anonymous OP 16w

I’m curious on why you think everything tastes the same

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Anonymous #1 16w

my diet has been relatively boring as of late it’s usually some variety of a yogurt bowl, protein shake, raspberries, and whatever I can consume along with white rice. Ig I meant eating has become so unenjoyable that the taste doesn’t register anymore

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Anonymous OP 16w

Yeah ok that’s fair Do you think you have an eating disorder or something? Or is it just a diet for health reasons that is unsatisfactory?

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Anonymous #1 16w

More I’m too lazy and uninterested to cook in general (I’ve always been like that) so I end up eating like a stray cat. If anything my eating has gotten better since I’ve been home, I used to eat like one meal a day during the semester since I was stuck in a dorm

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Anonymous OP 16w

Ah ok, I feel you I currently only eat one meal a day (likely eating disorder, looking into it) but also I don’t care about food that much in general and don’t get bored with anything really, it’s just sustenance I’m always intrigued to hear other perspectives though Hope you find a good way of making it more interesting/palatable though!

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Anonymous #1 16w

wait I thought eds were more about control instead of gen forgetting to eat from time to time or whatever?

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Anonymous OP 16w

There’s different types, I don’t want to straight up diagnose since I’m not a doctor obv, but I’ve researched it because of my eating problems and forgetting/not getting hungry (I do both) are both common signs of ARFID Idk for sure and want to actually talk to someone about it, the forgetfulness could be an adhd or ocd thing, but not really the straight up no hunger cues part I genuinely have to remember to feed myself most of the time unless I actually feel my stomach growling or getting tight

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Anonymous #1 16w

It’s really interesting actually

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Anonymous #1 16w

…Is it bad to say this is me with sleeping too? like if I’m like painfully tired then I’ll obvi sleep but most nights I have to force myself and if not I will pull an all nighter but I don’t end up actually tired or groggy the following morning and for most of the day. Plus when I do sleep for 8+ hours my sleep quality ends up shit idk if it’s depression or smth else sinister 😭😭

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Anonymous OP 16w

I don’t get that bad with the sleeping but I just don’t like sleeping honestly, I’ve never actually pulled an all nighter tho

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Anonymous OP 16w

and I’m not a caffeine drinker (It’s literally a 50/50 on wether I’ll end up unbearably hungry afterwards or weirdly exhausted)

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Anonymous OP 16w

Oh yeah for some people caffeine has the opposite effect

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Anonymous #1 16w

yeah we deadass might have to walk into the clinic together twin 🫶

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Anonymous OP 16w

Field trip time

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