
For context I have never really minded him watching porn. I do every once in a while but rarely because I feel like it affects me negatively mentally. I would much rather that than have him jerk off to me on FaceTime. It’s always ill timed and when I am exhausted and not in the mood. I feel like it’s different because it’s like an actual page and more accessible. I just find it weird. He sees no problem with it. I should also say that we talk a lot less as of lately. I go to school full time,
Work full time, and have several other revenue streams so to speak. In a day I will easily work 15+ often more hours a day on top of class because I have things I need to pay and save up for. I also have chronic health issues and quite literally fainted from exhaustion just last week. We are also long distance. I realize I am not able to meet his needs but it feels a bit too much