As an agnostic- IF there is a “creator,” they obviously don’t give two shits about us, and that’s okay.
We don’t give two shits about the single-cell organisms living on our fingertips- so why should our “creator” give a shit about us?
There’s a great song by Aurora you should listen to it’s called Infections Of A Different Kind. It plays on the idea that IF a god exists they clearly cannot hear us all.