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General 1d
i dont want to exist anymore. logically i know its wrong but i cant convince my brain to stop thinking that way. why should i get out of bed? work will be awful and i can just stay here
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Anonymous 1d

find something to get up for. maybe it’s you, maybe it’s a friend— maybe it’s a hobby, goal, task, maybe the stray cat relies on you for what. idk dude but ik that it’s worth it to stay, even if it doesn’t.

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Anonymous 20h

I force myself to get up because I wanna eat and food isn't free.

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Anonymous replying to -> #1 1d

*feel like it anymore.

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Anonymous replying to -> #2 20h

i live with my parents, who were in the military. moving constantly, no consistent community. but everything was provided for me until i got to college and didnt know who i was. now im terrified of becoming an adult, and im already 22. but at the same time, i have to decide who i am. if i fail, ill be nothing. so i catastrophize a lot: if i dont get this degree, or if i cant keep a job, how will i survive? maybe its not worth the trouble. sometimes i have hope, other times i want to die

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