You’ve never called someone an idiot with love in your entire life and it shows. This was mostly a vent, didn’t expect anyone to actually reply, but like. I’m not allowed to grieve? To be numb? You can’t read between the lines for shit. We put her down BECAUSE we love her BECAUSE we don’t want her to suffer. She’s a lovable doofus. She walked into walls. If you tried to take her on a different route at the park, she’s bark and pull you back to the normal one. I held her during thunderstorms