It’s okay to be sad, if it was something you really wanted. I understand what you’re feeling, but take it as a push to see what else is out there! There are more Greek organizations that aren’t Panhellenic or even non-Greek organizations that you can find a sisterhood in! My university has an all female club that still does philanthropy and community service but it’s not Greek. I’m a senior, I promise you’ll truly find your home even if it’s not with Greek letters. Keep your head up!