
idk i’m just sensitive about this and i am open about why i struggle cause i don’t want to be standoffish or closed off. i just got mistreated a lot when it came to my emotions and feelings. so expressing them can be so hard. and i don’t try to put pressure on others to be there but it just sucks when i feel like ive been pushed to be vulnerable only to get a kind of passive dismissal. idk. it’s so stupid. maybe i’m just in the wrong and too much. idk.