no literally, like it’s so weird having friends but not being anyone’s number 1, like yes we’re friends but it’s all surface level and they don’t truly know anything ab me. even after all these years i still dk how to make deeper friendships
I have friends but I don’t have FRIENDS. No one to make a bday post appreciating my existence, no one to call after a hard day. All while being in college. There’s so many ppl yet somehow it’s all been so lonely