Anonymous #1 17h

apparently i bring up feeling like im evil or a horrible person too much. idk

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Anonymous OP 17h

well, are you? do you really think that?

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Anonymous #1 17h

my point here is that if you are struggling with moral obsessions and feeling compelled by justice, you would probably know pretty quickly after being asked that. most people in search of healing are obsessed with goodness, but it doesn’t destroy their lives. does this behavior impede your ability to make friendships or connect with others?

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Anonymous #1 12h

i think so yeah. like i feel so evil that i hold myself back from taking opportunities or being with people because im worried i will destroy them too. i fully believe there’s some sort of deep cosmic evil i’ve done that has made things so bad in my life. i feel guilty even talking about it or like im taking up space when there’s better people who should be here instead of me

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Anonymous #1 12h

and others reassure me that i’m good but it doesn’t feel like that in my soul. i feel haunted or like im destined to bring about horrible things idk how to explain it especially since logically it doesn’t make sense

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