and i just have to stand there and take it and act like it doesn’t affect me even though it does and that’s part of why i have such a hard time with people now because i didn’t get to practice my social skills much while growing up and i literally try my best but like when i say please be blunt or else i won’t understand and then you’re not blunt with me and then you call me inconsiderate because i don’t understand what you need it hurts because i literally am just doing my best man😭😭💔

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(pt. 1 and 2 are hours apart because i literally fell asleep writing it out because apparently my body can’t tell the difference between a life or death situation and having a conversation and just decided to dump a bunch of adrenaline into my system and i ended up crashing not long after laying down😭😭💀)

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