
From someone who was forgiven of making that grave mistake to my partner.. I have no idea how she forgave me and opened up ab the idea to even stick it out, to whereas I refused to stay w her out of respect for her.. knowing she deserves better and for lack of forgiveness toward myself bc I believed I genuinely loved her as much as my sorry ass must’ve been capable.. just was/am very broken and reluctant to think I may have so much more to work thru in myself than to try and truly love another..