
chewingurwires
ive off and on had a restrictive ED but im bulking for the first time cuz oops now im a gym guy and it feels weird? has anyone else had a similar experience??Hi I’ve had an on and off restrictive ed that, usually, when it’s off it’ll become a binge ed…. I just became a gym girlie about a month ago and I’m struggling a LOT. I’ve successfully weaned myself off of the scale with my partners help and haven’t touched it in ages. But ever since eating 1700-1800 every day with my recomp plan, I keep weighing myself and getting scared at it going up… I know it’s probably muscle growth and water for the most part but still.
I’m proud I can eat without much fear now and I look right at the protein amount instead of the calorie amount when I track for macros. But the scale has become a slight voice in my mind trying to get me to relapse lately. But I keep telling myself that if the gym and eating like this works for other gym people then why wouldn’t it work for me? Just gotta put in the effort and trust in time