someone texted me an old photo of myself before my ed. it’s such a trigger for me bc i starved myself bc i hated that version of myself so much. so when ppl send me photos(even tho told not 2) its hard not to want to give into my brain & do ed behaviors.
I get that. I’ve gained some weight from stress and people keep reminding of how skinny I used to be and how I was “so much prettier” and it’s so hard not to slip