
i mean my head is silence in the sense that i dont hear my own voice no, i can hear songs if i conjure them & like replay them in my head. i also have thoughts ofc they just arent auditory. theyre pictures or concepts/ideas bouncing around😭 if i have to memorize smth i just practice saying it out loud or whispering it to myself over & over again until it sticks. my brain can also pretty easily bring up a picture of the thing i memorized like if its on a paper i can see the paper in my head
i still have thoughts😭 just not auditory ones. okay maybe this is a better way of explaining. its kinda like when i get on a train of thought rather than it being auditory w me talk to myself, its more like watching a movie in my head so much so that i get lost in it sometimes & forget im in public like i get so immersed in my inner world
im not sure tbh. its hard to describe bc its not like im aware that theres a lack of sound but im not aware that there is sound either. its just a movie of my stream of consciousness or thoughts that im moving through like im just experiencing it all. & its not like im sitting back & watching it go by like a typical movie, im actively engaged in it & experiencing it in real time. maybe u could describe it as a movie made up of my thoughts in the form of concepts, rather than images or sounds
SEE i was thinking it might have to do w the fact that my thoughts r like not even in word form in my head like theyre just ideas & concepts & pictures up there & i have to actively convert them into words AS im talking so that might have to do w why its such a struggle but u even struggle w it so now IDK WHY