Neither but I suppose if I had to know, when

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neither! i’d live the rest of my life in fear.

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I feel like knowing how I'm going to die (assuming it can't possibly be changed) would just fuck with my head bc no matter how hard I try to avoid that situation I'd know it's somehow going to happen anyway one day and there's nothing I can do about it. I'm sure knowing when would cause some dread too (especially if I'm gonna die young) but there are also some genuine advantages to knowing whereas knowing how only gives you the illusion of being able to plan around it

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