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Today (or yesterday atp) I'm one year sober from alcohol. I felt 0 sense of joy, accomplishment, pride, etc. I felt freaking ill bro. All weird and doomy and gloomy, I just wanted to sob in a corner all day. I didn't tell anyone, so I'm posting this here.
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Anonymous 6w

Also spent it bartending a super fun lil private event that a lot of my friends and coworkers attended. So I spent my one year serving other ppl booze, standing in the low-lighting surrounded by alcohol watching my homies party and live it up 😂 I have bronchitis too lmao It was honestly a XXX difficulty demon mode challenge not relapsing today But I didn't! Surprisingly! But yeah. Happy one year to me ig 🥲

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Anonymous 6w

So proud of you 🥺

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Anonymous 6w

It’s okay if you don’t feel accomplished in the moment that doesn’t mean the realization won’t hit later. Maybe there’s some grief along with the journey that hit today. Don’t shame yourself for how you feel ab it one way or another :)

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Anonymous 6w

We’ll be proud for you babe 🫶

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Anonymous 5w

Trust me, it feels like nothing, but it’s going to mean a lot. Give it time to sit and process. You’re doing fantastic and we’re so proud of you!!!

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Anonymous replying to -> #1 6w

Tysm, this means a lot :) ❤️❤️ Sorry I'm being a wussy lil complainer baby, I'm just sick and in my bag So really, ty for your kindness ❤️❤️❤️

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Anonymous replying to -> OP 6w

Don’t apologize!!

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