
OCPD? I have OCD but my understanding is that OCPD often involves strong preference rather than actual, intense fears or compulsions for things to be a certain way. Or it very well may be that you have traits of OCD that fall under the threshold for diagnosis. That’s how mine is when I’m not in a flare up or time of high stress.
Like I have inside clothes and outside clothes and bed clothes, but I’m not going to panic spiral if it’s Wrong, it’ll just really bother me. And I double triple check about salmonella, but I won’t refuse to eat the food or anything else. More than that, but limited on space. Think similar things in other ways.
I’m not a psych professional so I can’t honestly tell you one way or another but it sounds like less severe version of a lot of my symptoms (especially the food, I have a very specific timeline for certain foods and even a little discoloring or slightly strange smell or texture will turn me off of a food completely, even if I just bought it)
is it severe enough to disrupt your life and have lingering emotional effects if you can't complete the order? like for example even with my benign compulsions, ie checking the washer multiple times, if I don't do them I can't stop thinking about it and spiral. my ocd also leads me to do things like sleep with lights on and wake myself up every few hours to check for bugs.