
I never enjoyed being mentally ill lol, never ever. I knew I had mental illness since a youngin, and my adhd got worse as I got older, so I was confused like why am I so depressed, so down but life is depressing and hard and mental illness is so toughhh, but ultimately have the power to better ourselves. It doesn’t get better until you change your ways, being positive and kind to yourself works wonders
Oh yeah I understand what you’re saying it definitely wasn’t enjoyable I just thought it made me unique and different. I’ve come a long way since then and don’t repeat the cycles that kept me so sick anymore, I’ve also gotten more professional help too but that can’t make it completely go away. They still all affect my life in some way or another